This is a genuine question, as I am genuinely curious about what exactly has gone wrong in your day to day life making you want to sit at the back of a pixel map and only using one hand to shoot people who actually are trying to play the game properly and do well? And above all cant shoot you back?
Is it an inferiority complex? Are you scared of something? Or are you sadistic and enjoy watching people get pissed by your skilless shenanigans?